Deluded

Blue crimson perfection,
With its intoxicating scent invading my senses
Such genetically engineered beauty haunts
In the folds of my mind's eye

It is but a reality that is far sweeter in the here and now
Down deep in illusion's poisoned pool
Where unbridled passions swim
Amongst untold fantasies...

Silence

In silence's wondrous solitude,
I am alone.
What greater gift but this eternal calm?

Complexity

My eyes upon your lips,
As Seventeen and Seventy times I look on in uncertainty.
Green and Red merge into bruised patterns of confusion.

Together they become one, forming an intricate dance that mocks.
Patterns without names, names with unforeseen patterns
And a million shapes morph into meanings not true.

A thousand spoken words linger around me,
But to my ears never did make it
Yet to my eyes distorted and true.

Aye, such complexity, only the eye knows.

...

As rage thrums through my body
I tremble at the intenseness of such emotion
Hot liquified velvet rushes around this small vessel of mine
And while my mind screams for release
Blood splatters unheard but seen in a wish,
That goes by upon the wings of a whisper.

Me

People look at me
In gentle expectation
Then with a missed question comes the flickers of uncertainty
Sometimes I feel like an incomplete clone
Yet I am more complete than them
My hands, my eyes – my lifeblood, my identity, my world.

Randomness

A one and a two but one alone
Here, within silence's gentle breath one does lie
A rain and a two but rain alone,
Here, within light's radiant sighs rain falls.
Upon dew-splattered pillows, I rest my pain-riddled mind
A dream here all but shackled for the fog-filled life that I stumble through

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A fusion of liquified confusion and diamond tears
Haunts of blue roses and false hopes
Free-falling through a misty night
And as my body shatters glass air
Scarlet nectar flies from wounds revived
Into a time before the now.

Thinking thing of an upsidedown mind...

Think one is a thing but is not what you think
Beyond my words so rigidly formed
Such harshness would be to one's eye but a blink
Of such strangeness transformed

What be the rainbow sparks that bursts forth
At chance encounters upon which I balance
When your eyes are turned due north
And my vision partly shaded by a valance

Think again and yet again
A thing of fusion, windows and pain
Trespass not but in passing sustain
That which would otherwise be but vain rain

I tether my rain with a complex bow
And do an about-turn in the confusion through which I stumble
Stir a spark and add a pinch of glow
And watch as one humbly crumbles

Blue Roses...

Flawless blue roses..
With the chime of a tear-drop
Its velvet bleeding fell but a thousand mortal souls
Thine caresses put to rest the tears of my shattered dreams
Heal the shards of my fragmented mortal shell
For a thousand lifetimes will pass me by
And at thine feet I weep for a soul misplaced...